| Saturday, March 3, 2012
finallyy the end of the bcme tests week~ so sad my sat is almost gone without my beauty sleep D:
but it just means sth more horrible: mct and all the mugging D:
hiya im alr tired mugging for the bcme tests this week alr.
not to mention there are more scary topics plus the old topics coming to haunt me.
esp bio. omgg whyy did i choose to take bio?
but still, i still love bio lahh:D
went back to sch today for an hour bio test. okay not exactly an hour xD
the test? was rather okay? hate the plant cloning qns.
ohhh i cant rmb much from the other tests this week but should be quite okayy?
then stayed back in the lt for the cool movie screening.
and omg, ppl really treat it as though its a cinema lehh.
even bought chips to the lt. munching like no mama behind me. horrible mann, it still the lt afterall. and noisy ahh
lucky the movie wasnt that long cos it was freaking cold inside.
plus the movie was quite cool~ althoughh quite sad and half the time i dun understand wat was happening in the movie.
went for lunch with liting and yunting after the movie:D
andand ytd was the release of As results. i wasnt arnd to listen to the results cos i went to sleep, and of cos study my bio test ahh:D
but at least i heard that they did quite well (: hopefully a half day or even better, a full day will come lehh.
but it stress me alot more. omg cant imagine nxt yr at this time i will be the one who is receiving the results, be nervous about it and think hard of my future with this results.
or maybe sth more realistic- my pw results :x
DAMN SCARED OMG ITS A WHOLE YEAR OF HARD EFFORT LEHH.
ehhh okayy maybe i should freak out later and concentrate on my mct first lahh:D
but arghhhh, if this keeps continuing on, i guess i dun have the courage to face it anymore. SERIOUSLY WHY SHOULD I EVEN CARE OR BE AFFECTED? i reallyreally want to live the life that i want, not worrying over such stuff. WALAO LEH I WANNA LEAVE THIS STUPID FAMILY LAH I REALLY CANT STAND ALL THIS STUPID SHIT AND WHY SHOULD I EVEN BE IN IT WHEN ITS REALLY NONE OF MY BUSINESS. QUARREL ALL YOU WANT BUT CAN YOU PLS AT LEAST SCRAM OUT OF MY PEACEFUL HSE AND LET US, THE INNOCENT, HAVE A PEACEFUL AND BETTER LIFE? SERIOUSLY YOU DUN UNDERSTAND THE TRUE MEANING OF LOVE AND YOU ARE JUST SELFISH FOR GOODNESS SAKE!
can someone loan me a quiet place and moment for me? i reallyreally wanna settle down and start mugging and doing tutorials peaceful and not having heart attacks sia.
